My real last day, and the lessons I learned.

Last day of work was TODAY, SUNDAY DEC 4TH. For now.

Saying goodbye wasn't a hard thing, since I truly feel I will be together again with everyone eventually, when the time is right. I have really enjoyed working for the library for the last 3 years. The people I have met have helped me become more secure in who I am as a positive presence. Everything seems to be aligning, and there is an overwhelming sense of rightness at this time. Due to decisions I have made lately, I have been having incredibly positive experiences with people. To me, that is a sign that I am headed down the right path.

I can't help but think of how I might seem to what I would label as an average person. I acknowledge that what I consider average may not be the same as any one else, but who knows. Lately, I have given the most hugs to people that I normal never break a personal-contact bubble with. Today, I met a fabulous soul, person, consciousness , however you want to label it.  She was really comfortable with what she was doing, and she enjoyed it. I enjoyed it. I saw familiar faces enjoying the activity. We connected instantly. The feeling was very warm, and it will make me smile when I can't see the bright side of life some time.

We aren't crazy. We just don't want to be afraid anymore. And when you decide that; when you can stick to it, life can get a lot less scary.